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25 September 2014

其实我只是

不再文艺了而已

不再想把心里话写出来
期待有什么人会看到

如果可以自己把心情拾缀的很好
部落格还有什么必要

其实我只是
不再和以前一样深奥了而已
过得了一天
就一天吧

不善变的 就不是女人了
我是很固执 但是拗得太久了 也想松松筋骨的

10 April 2013

没有更新部落格的时候发生的事

有些事不做
就再也没有机会了

时间溜走了
就再也回不来了

12 December 2012

12.12.12 的凌晨12点

过了今天,我会有很长时间无法亲身经历这样的数字巧合。如果将来医学发达,我有幸活到一百二十岁,那么我将可以见证我们的下一代,怎样把这平凡的一天,用自己的方式,变得不平凡。

而我的方式,就是在这个闲置已久的网络空间,重新拾起了笔。

“拾起了笔”这个比喻,在这个电脑时代用起来,仿佛有些不恰当。电脑打字,为节能减碳做出了贡献,却绝对抹杀不了下笔的诗情画意。



刚刚聆听了潘裕文的最新专辑《听克拉克说》,心中立即萌生了购买整张专辑的念头。三年后的潘裕文更成熟,保留了以往辨认度极高的唱腔,但他的音乐却注入了许多新的元素,就像一直以来被套在他身上的框框豁然开朗了一般。经历了那么久的期待,我非常感谢那一天经过唱片行是看见潘裕文三个字赫然出现在一张全新专辑上面时,那种期待已久的愿望成真的惊喜。

由衷希望这份惊喜还有许多次,由衷希望我会看见潘裕文的第三张专辑面世,由衷希望这一把好声音不会被埋没。而支持一位歌手,最好的行动就是购买他的专辑。

23636点阅!
我不管什么江南style到底有多少人看,我只知道好声音就是好声音。
林宥嘉有林宥嘉的味道,潘裕文也会找出潘裕文的味道,因为每一个人“以为时间”那一句一唱下,就知道,潘裕文回来了。

18 September 2012

It wasn't at First Sight, perhaps it's LOVE.


用每一个心跳回想
不会问也不会说
你紧握我手
那一瞬间的怦然心动

跳跃着疯狂和兴奋
在每一个想念的时刻
脑海中交替着梦幻
释放出叫嚣的灵魂

对你的了解不透澈
不相信一见钟情的可能
甚至连名字也不懂
就这样越陷越深

踌躇不前的忐忑
思虑着未来和可能
今天却仍然想说
祝你
生日快乐

Ma cher, Je vous adore,,



15 June 2012

It was a good game

And now it ends.

ENGGEN 115 Truss Bridge
University of Auckland


















Time passes as fast as light reaching your eyes.
Soon becoming memories.

Parts that fade vaguely into the back of my minds.
Soon becoming past.

Here ends semester one.
Here come semester two =)




08 April 2012

One of the Reasons I Love It Here

It's satisfactory when you could access to as many books as you please, read them and share them, for a generous period of time.

Penang City Council should put on more priorities  to work on maintaining a number of good and comfortable libraries, in enriching all the Penangnites.

The pile of books I borrowed from Auckland City Library 
for my Easter break. =)

21 March 2012

谢谢你陪我走过的每一个雨天

我一直觉得,每个女孩,都应该有属于自己的一把伞。

无论你多么地热爱雨天,天空的眼泪本来就不应该沾湿自己。即时那天早上醒来没有心情打扮,只是穿着牛仔裤T恤,头顶也不应该被淋湿。这是为健康着想。

在下雨的时候,天色蒙蒙,每个人低头阔步,最能表现出一个女孩的品味的,也是一路上仿佛花儿绽放的雨伞。来到纽西兰,路上行人纷纷,有幸目睹雨伞争艳雨天的画面,五颜六色的,渲染出一道靓丽的风景线。这时我会看到,那些珍爱自己的女孩,称着那一把属于她的伞,气质的透明伞,俏丽的粉红花边,坚强的深色雨伞,各式各样,在烟雨蒙蒙里,一把伞,说明了自己的品味。

我的伞是一把ESPRIT的三色双折伞。紫色靛色褐色,再加上U型的握柄,让我五年前对它一见钟情。于是这几年来,我走过的地方,都有它的陪伴,我踏过的土地,也有它的踪影。我是一个讨厌雨天的女孩,有了这样的一把伞,在每个雨天看见这么灿烂的色彩心情就会变得开心起来,有了这样的一把伞,在我看来每个雨天开始变得诗意又可爱。为我遮风挡雨成了它的使命,它一直都守护着这一个讨厌雨天的女孩,让这个女孩在每一个飘着雨水的日子里,不再孤单。

我一直以为这把伞会陪着我知道我毕业,工作,甚至很久很久以后,甚至在听说这个城市常常有雨伞被吹坏的事件后在风大的雨天情愿戴着兜帽在雨中行走。却没有料到,让它受伤的,不是风,而是一个没来得及控制好的铁门。这样的结果,来得毫无防备,陪着我走了这么多年,它也终究要休息了。

从来没有想过,我对于这样一把雨伞的感情有这么深。今天我用的是我的眼泪,来回报这几年来它为我挡过的每一场雨。

Thank you, I love you. 


19 March 2012

“满月”纪念

人无完人
有时候我在想,这是不是世界上最美丽的一句话。
正是因为不完美,才有了多元,你擅长这个,我在那方面杰出。
正是因为不完美,才有了追求,我学习这个,你在那方面付出。

如果所有优点都集中在所有人身上,那这些优点,或许也不叫优点。
因为只有鹤立鸡群,才能凸显你的长处。

我还知道一些贬义词,叫堕落、缺陷、坏处。
有太多的失落伴随着这些字眼,可是身处这种情景的人,人生、生活他都是看得很迷茫的。
只有一样东西,他会看得很清,人性。

有时候,生活真的是一件很有趣的事情。
而你说的每一句话,做的每一个决定,从来都不简单,从来都那么有趣。

The Path

光阴似流水
朝夕转眼间
经已足一月

17 February 2012

Goodbye, Penang.

I will be heading to another new chapter of life. 

09 January 2012

New Chapter of Life

Prologue..|


I am getting ready to face all of it.

From,
loveliest sunshine



31 December 2011

2011的最后


我算是一个对节日没概念的人,所谓的没概念,大概就是没有任何庆典又让我热血沸腾,心跳加速的兴奋。每个节日,还是另一个平平凡凡的二十四小时吧。

越接近新的一年,心里面有着越深的怅然若失的感觉。我想经历了接近一个月对时间和空闲的放纵,这种近乎等待的生活称得上是一种内心的折磨。把一件事盼到了又进入另一个盼望,研磨着我的耐心,把云淡风轻都蒸发成幻影。那是一种奇异的心情,就像冷眼望着时光把青春掏空成黑白,徒留自己的心凋零成一片苍白。然后剩下一种,像一个人流浪的寂寞。

2012年是一个新的里程碑,迈入2012就像告诉自己,没有什么机会放纵了,应该有新目标了。可是我现在这一般心情,实在是无法去回首我的2011,规划我的2012。我想2011有很多我整理不出的人与事,快乐的纠结的,都是我的经历我的记忆,都会随着时间的流逝,发酵成醇醇酒香,抑或是酸涩的遗憾。

最后
但愿希望和快乐像一簇火焰,在我心熊熊燃烧;
但愿悲伤和失望这滂沱大雨,永不在我心降临。

2011的最后
我这样虔诚地祈祷着。




22 December 2011

99.20

阳光的折射渲染了水珠的颜色
用记忆来装载彩虹
红橙黄绿蓝靛紫
泼墨成隽永的刻痕

那个没有咖啡没有茶的早晨
开着笔记本

A day to remember.

07 December 2011

部落格很短的原因

不外只有两种解释
一是我懒
二是没有灵感



我就是很想写部落格又很懒惰敲字
偶尔有一闪而过的灵感又情愿用两三行总结的
矛盾综合体 ==



06 December 2011

寻思

假期意味着休息,充电,为更长远的未来准备。
所以会想,在家中无所事事,应该做些什么来完善自己呢?
未看完的书籍
未完成的整理

或许
应该为自己重新订下一个心态
调整一个良善的生活形态

16 November 2011

Graduation

It didn't struck me until I received Liang Kooi's text yesterday morning. Yes, we have graduated. Yes, we are leaving to separate ways.

It was an amazing one and a half year. In fact, it was also so busy and fast that I felt like our orientation was just yesterday. From clueless teenage to matured college graduate, we spend our time knowing each other, growing fond or dislike towards each other and eventually treasuring every moment we have together. Of course, we have gone through countless examinations and assignments that our time never seem to be enough. But somehow, out of this tightly-packed schedule of AUSMAT programme, we still find time to discover various interesting activities, videos, games, songs, sports and so much more to make our lives a fun and colourful one.

As we are growing older and facing more farewell every time, the sorrow stays. So does the memories and friendship. I do not have the chance to bid good bye to each and everyone of my course mate, so here I wish all of you the best in your future undertakings.

"Kalaulah berumur panjang, bolehlah kita berjumpa lagi"
Take care.


Memoirs:
- Zuma Revenge
-Angry Birds
-Fruit Slice
- Pokemon
- Plant vs. Zombie
( and so much more... )

Memoirs II :
- MMS
- INPRO
- AUNZ week
- Grand Dinner
- Magazine (anticipating)
- failed Water Rocket
- SACE !!

Memoirs III:
- all makan-makan with Benmore and Orara
- Inception
- Source Code
- Socerer's Apprentice
- Abduction
- every Red Box trip
- every SS15 trip
- How I Met Your Mother
- Glee
- Big Bang Theory
- every birthday celebration
(and so much more...)




13 November 2011

I only blog when I am free

only then I have the mood to sit down and write something.
What to do?

My blog is not my report of busy schedule.

11 November 2011

11.11 11.11.11 The End of SACE

=This post is posted for the sake of the time and date=



When it comes to time to describe my feeling towards the end of my programme and examinations, I am lack of emotions and words. What I meant was, it was a peaceful moment without any uneasy feelings. We have made through one and a half year of studies, tests and events. I know there are still various means to stay connected, and I know we will still see each other. Till then, best of luck.

=I am still lacking of appropriate emotions and words=


We have went through the climax and the ending, 
it's time for the epilogue. 

05 November 2011

Watching the World Gathering and United as One.

Beijing Olympic and Paralympic Games 2008
"One World, One Dream"
同一个世界,同一个梦想

http://www.beijing2008.cn/


**********


London Olympic and Paralympic Games 2012
"Citius, Altius, Fortius"
-Faster, Higher, Stronger-


http://www.london2012.com/



I am looking forward to it.

26 October 2011

The Wheels

I never thought I would do this again, cycling.

Recalling on the past, I have never cycle ever since I moved from my old house in George Town, and that was 13 years back. So maybe in some part of my body,  I knew how to cycle, just that the unfamiliarity had render me to be "afraid" of bicycles. Since I am living in an apartment, there aren't many chances to cycle especially when you don't own an bicycle.

So I stayed to be unable to cycle until last Saturday.

It was a sunny day, with signs of dark cloud hovering over the sky. We thought it'd rain since it'd been raining everyday over the past few weeks. It didn't. Weather stays clear when Jayn, Leroy, CC, Chai Yeen and I reached the botanical garden.

(I started to have a feeling of I am writing a primary school essay)



Of course it was no usual visit, because that day, I am going to officially ride on a bicycle again! It wasn't that easy at first, maintaining stability took a lot of my strength, Leroy's support and also the water content in my body =S After countless times of putting my feet on the floor after I am about to fall, the girls decided that I should learn how to ride on the bicycle, as in, put both my legs on the peddle without falling. That again, took multiple trials that I am afraid all my friends lost their patients.

The first success attempt came unexpectedly. With my face flaming red, my hand sweating hard - I started to ride on the bicycle to begin my training for the Nth times. CC was by my side, and when I successfully but my leg on the peddle without failing and started cycling, I had to shout out my mental notes to keep myself going "Do not stop peddling! Use your break to control!". I bet everyone around that afternoon heard that crazy, sweaty girl shouting in the botanical garden, with cheers and encouragement from my friends, for finally managed to overpower the fright and the bicycle!

Knowing how to cycle is great. But the greatness of it took me a lot of courage, because I am always afraid of falling and losing control. The happiness doesn't come easily also, my body ached for two days and now my leg still have around ten bruises on them. However, this is what we encounter in a learning process. We failed and failed and failed, we get injured in the process, but we have come to be more skilled of the knowledge. From this incident I realised two things, it is always you yourself that come into your way - your cowardice, your lack of confidence, your psychological barrier that prevent you from doing more and doing miracles. Secondly, the process of learning is always like rainbow after the storm, like harvest after labour, happy and satisfying.

I shall continue to practice to master in cycling.