If any "if"s ever happened to you, this will be my tribute.

一人一半, One for All

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you


I will be forever thankful, baby




You are the one who held me up and never let me fall
You are the one who saw me through


You were my strength when I was
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best that was in me


Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed-

I am everything I am,

because you loved me. 

—— This picture made me think of "Because you loved me" by Celine Dion

If I Die Young

I've been working with my ESLS investigation recently, a report about Harry Potter, my favourite book. :P
While reading Rowling's interview, I've had a lot of new insight, to the book, and also to life.
She said that Death is the most prominent theme throughout the series.

Harry is a wretched orphan, his icons? Messy black hair and round glasses. When was asked why is Harry wearing glasses, Rowling answered "I want to write about a hero who wear glasses". :)) Come to think of it, yes, we've never seen anyone saving the world in glasses yet: way to nerd :)) The story begins with a death, Harry's parents died to protect Harry. The climax is about death, witches and wizards dying to protect their home, Voldemort finally hitted by his own Avarda Kedabra. The epilogue is about peace, Harry's scar never hurt again.

Which makes me think a lot about Harry. Being a hero, a young one, how did he face death? I myself could not accept someone at my age dying; I could not imagine myself in a coffin *touch wood*; and I would not understand why some people chose to end their lives so easily.

I am not someone very courageous, I might choose to risk something, but certainly not my life. You might say I am cowardy, but I could not imagine myself, being so young, unable to enjoy life to the fullest, with unfulfilled dreams to die at the age of 19. I believe that every chance to live is a present, and every day I live is a blessing. However, some might say that it is "having short lifespan" that makes dreams beautiful. No one would persue all the things we are persueing if we have forever to spend.We treasure only those that end, someday. (which I think is a very bad habit, to always think what others have/what you don't have is better)

I only hope that I can live everyday so worthy that if I die young, I wouldn't be regret.

Make everyday special, today is the day.

If...you became Jane Doe #1001

Tonight, I viewed your emails by heart, skipping all the details and see ONLY what I want. Sweet memories. I knew, perhaps, I'd have cried if it was months back. Now... nothing hurts forever, not even betrayal, not even hatred. That begins the journey of my imagination, if you became Jane Doe, one day, without any prior notice, without saying goodbye, and *poff* away from my life just like that...1. I turned to see where I came from, what I had gone through and how I finally able to view the best scenery of life.Now I look around, I feel lonely without the girl I used to know.There's no longer anyone to share my happiness with. 
 2.Flipping through the photo album, I stopped at where we were smilling innocently and carefree, only realising that now you are even more carefree with the past you have forgotten. You lost me together with your memory, but I still miss you, the old you, more and more.
3. Door chimed in the Starbucks, looking up from my laptop, I see the face that appear in my life so much. Excited, I shouted at you to grab your attention for a cup of coffee together.Our eyes met. You just looked at me curiously with other customers, wondering who I am calling.
4.It was just a gathering, a supposedly happy one. Your name was mentioned, and the table was silent, for five minutes. Then the topic was changed.
5. I saw you in my office, they said you're new here. I squeezed through the crowd to introduce myself, and you smiled back at me, not unlike the first time we met.
6. A wedding invitation from you on my table, bride's maid: your cousin. When I showed up with my present, your husband was shocked and glad. "You were her best friend. I knew you'd still be.""It'd never be the same," I told myself.
7. The little baby was welcomed among the collegues. I was introduced to the baby as your manager, not his godmother.
8. ...

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假如。。。我失去了言语的能力 If... I lost the ability to speak

总觉得，言语是我的代表作，包含了思想的内容，表达我情绪的激动。台上表现的短短几分钟，我懂，台下十年功。心血灌溉的成功，过程的艰难苦痛，是学习的泉源，进步的指标，领悟的过程。是的，那是多么值得珍惜的感动！

不情愿想象，脱口而出的也只能是沉默：沟通似乎剩下了最真挚的肢体语言和眼神。心理学家说，这下都是能够判断人类有没有说谎的因素。但对于我，也许词不达意，也许再也没有什么“惊人”的讽刺，也许没有什么“苦涩”的幽默，也许静默的不再像我。

如果有一天，说不了话了，曾戏谑说自己是活不了的。眼观耳听，无处宣泄。所以一向多话的我，对残疾人士肃然起敬，生活的磨躏，造就了他们一群聆听者。思想的锐利，不凭言语，或许凭着文字，表达。

愿我早日康复。