31 December 2011

2011的最后


我算是一个对节日没概念的人,所谓的没概念,大概就是没有任何庆典又让我热血沸腾,心跳加速的兴奋。每个节日,还是另一个平平凡凡的二十四小时吧。

越接近新的一年,心里面有着越深的怅然若失的感觉。我想经历了接近一个月对时间和空闲的放纵,这种近乎等待的生活称得上是一种内心的折磨。把一件事盼到了又进入另一个盼望,研磨着我的耐心,把云淡风轻都蒸发成幻影。那是一种奇异的心情,就像冷眼望着时光把青春掏空成黑白,徒留自己的心凋零成一片苍白。然后剩下一种,像一个人流浪的寂寞。

2012年是一个新的里程碑,迈入2012就像告诉自己,没有什么机会放纵了,应该有新目标了。可是我现在这一般心情,实在是无法去回首我的2011,规划我的2012。我想2011有很多我整理不出的人与事,快乐的纠结的,都是我的经历我的记忆,都会随着时间的流逝,发酵成醇醇酒香,抑或是酸涩的遗憾。

最后
但愿希望和快乐像一簇火焰,在我心熊熊燃烧;
但愿悲伤和失望这滂沱大雨,永不在我心降临。

2011的最后
我这样虔诚地祈祷着。




22 December 2011

99.20

阳光的折射渲染了水珠的颜色
用记忆来装载彩虹
红橙黄绿蓝靛紫
泼墨成隽永的刻痕

那个没有咖啡没有茶的早晨
开着笔记本

A day to remember.

20 December 2011

去野餐吧


忙里偷闲的午后
一本书
一张躺椅

连空气都慵懒了几分

16 December 2011

床前明月光


静夜如斯
满月也是不可思议的不可多得
人人高枕
唯独我
翻过这一页
感慨万千
抬头
举杯

月儿啊
我干杯
你随意


彼岸,两端


柴米油
对于有些人而言是一辈子幸福的承诺
对于另一些人而言却是相看两厌的生活

对于你我
是斯人已远连追忆也不留的错过


猫头鹰


你问我为何彻夜未眠
我苦笑说
令你黯然伤神的是谁

漫漫长夜
各自心伤

10 December 2011

[黑色幽默I] 睡美人


“她将在20岁那年被纺锤扎死。”小公主的满月宴会上,不请自来的黑衣女巫冷冷的丢下一句诅咒,便转身离去。

“放心,她只是沉睡。”一位圣洁的仙女说:“会有王子的吻将她唤醒。”

20岁那年,当纺锤刺破小公主的手指时,她的耳边隐约响起这句话。昏睡的小公主,脸颊微红,双唇含笑。

许多骑士都想要拯救小公主,但是他们都失败了。直到一百年后,一位英俊年轻的王子从遥远的国度出发,他的气度像雄鹰般矫健,他的宝剑上镶满了宝石。人们相信,他就是拯救小公主的天选之人。

一路上,王子战胜了毒蛇和妖魔,可是,他终究没能战胜邻国公主的微笑。

“请你留下来吧,前方是受到诅咒的国度,太危险了。”邻国公主看到王子疲惫的面容和不满灰尘的铠甲,心痛的说道。 远方的倾国倾城,永远也比不上眼前的温香软玉。王子累了,为了一个未曾谋面的美丽传说去冒险,还是守着一份唾手可得的幸福,傻子都知道该怎么选择。

阴暗的城堡里,睡美人突然从梦中惊醒,不知为何,心里难过的厉害。猛然发现眼前竟然站着一个披着黑色斗篷的女人。
“你是谁?”睡美人问道。
“我是让你陷入沉睡的女巫。”斗篷下传来低沉的声音。
“我的王子呢?”
“你等不到他了,他没有耐心和信心来拯救你,他迎娶了邻国的以为公主,现在过得很幸福。”

公主的眼泪一下子涌了出来:“不可能,没有他的吻,我怎么能醒来。”
“因为我要让你睁开眼睛,看清这个世界的残忍。”女巫说着,将一件黑色的斗篷丢给公主:“穿上它,这个世界已经遗弃了你,你不必再抱有任何软弱的幻想。”

公主打量着四周,记忆中繁华美好的城堡已经在一百年的岁月摧残下衰败不堪,冰冷寂静的城堡中蛛网连结,空无一人,只有乌鸦在荒草中的城墙上静静地站立,凝视着这座废都。

“你是谁?”公主嘶哑的冲女巫哭喊。

女巫的声音突然柔和下来:“我就是你将要成为的样子,当你看透了这个世界之后。”说完,她的周身发出光芒,她消失融化在这光芒之中。

公主看着手中的斗篷,平静的穿上了它,义无反顾。

远方的国度,王子迎娶了邻国的公主。若干年后,王子变成了国王,美丽的王后生下来一个女儿。

小公主满月那天,所有的仙女都聚集起来,为小公主祝福,一个穿着黑色斗篷的女巫身影突然闯了进来。

“她将在20岁那年被纺锤扎死。”小公主的满月宴会上,不请自来的黑衣女巫冷冷的丢下一句诅咒,便转身离去。

资料摘自网络


佛家相信轮回。这个故事的巧妙,就是情节像一个圆圈。跌到了谷底,只能向上升。来到了终点,也回到了原点。

这是一个被恶搞毁掉的童话故事,但倘若童话对于小朋友的成长最大的帮助是故事背后的价值观,那么这则残忍的童话,就适合我们大人阅读了。这样一则现实的故事,跟我们睡前同小朋友们说的那些不同,这里面有许多对错不是绝对的,由不得我们来说,主人公“应该”怎么做。我们能评价的,仅仅是主人公所拥有的“选择”,而这样的选择,又揭示了人性脆弱的那一面。

这个故事里的巫婆为公主下了一个比永远沉睡更加恶毒的诅咒,她让公主活在怨怼和仇恨当中,如果生活当中你遇见一个这样的人,你觉得你会有什么反应,她给你带来的,是苦是乐?

如果你是睡美人公主,“看透了这个世界之后”你会如何选择?


07 December 2011

部落格很短的原因

不外只有两种解释
一是我懒
二是没有灵感



我就是很想写部落格又很懒惰敲字
偶尔有一闪而过的灵感又情愿用两三行总结的
矛盾综合体 ==



06 December 2011

仰望与俯视


有人说
男人的爱情像俯视
走得越高俯视的女人越多

女人的爱情像仰望
走得愈高仰望的男人越少

寻思

假期意味着休息,充电,为更长远的未来准备。
所以会想,在家中无所事事,应该做些什么来完善自己呢?
未看完的书籍
未完成的整理

或许
应该为自己重新订下一个心态
调整一个良善的生活形态

02 December 2011

"Erik's Opera" E.G. Daily

An important piece in Happy Feet 2
Previously a stage-fright penguin, Erik.



After all you've done
You really deserved better
Nothing makes sense in this world
It's all a big pile of crazy

Even the kings are all fools
Where is the honor
When a solemn promise
Is just a pretty lie?

And the mighty muck the courage of the humble
Although he's just an ordinary penguin

My daddy taught me
You don't need to be colossal
To be a great heart

You don't need to fly
To be awesome

My hero, my father!

琐碎的生活



一个作家的功力
细微处见分明

对一件事的反应显示了一个角色的人格
说一句话的语气反映了一个角色的哀乐

用一个故事的阐述写实了一种生活背景

大气磅礴的作家
写起文章
洋洋洒洒
又 丝丝入扣



还有一种作家
笔下或许是一花一草一树木
柴米油盐
都是些平凡不过的东西
他们看这些事物与众不同
可一念之间
又多了多少感悟
又多了多少我们平时忽略的

这种作家
心细如尘

把生活如实记录
让生命大彻大悟


29 November 2011

Tabooed


分了手的情人
也不是不能当朋友
也不是不能了当年
不能触碰的
只是当年
分手的情景
错过的曾经
心酸的禁忌


23 November 2011

青梅竹马


青梅枯萎
竹马老去
从此我爱上的人都很像你

[资料摘自网络]

22 November 2011

To J. K. Rowling,


Thank you for a wonderful childhood. 

For all the time you brought me around the magical world.
For all the adventures so excited they drew me out of my breath.
For all the friends you brought to live, Harry, Ron, Hermione, Ginny, Neville, Luna, ....
For every lesson of life you taught.
For every unforgettable moment with Harry. 

Harry Potter Book 1 - 7 Cover (America Version)

Harry Potter Book 1 -7 Cover (British Adult Version)


Harry Potter Book 1 -7 Cover Stamp (British Children Version)

And yes, we are not growing up alone. 
Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint and Emma Watson, 2001 and 2011.

 Remember, all these phrases in the book? 


It has been 13 years, and I believe the magic would never cease.
The joy and fun you added to our childhoods.


Thank you, J. K. Rowling. 




16 November 2011

Graduation

It didn't struck me until I received Liang Kooi's text yesterday morning. Yes, we have graduated. Yes, we are leaving to separate ways.

It was an amazing one and a half year. In fact, it was also so busy and fast that I felt like our orientation was just yesterday. From clueless teenage to matured college graduate, we spend our time knowing each other, growing fond or dislike towards each other and eventually treasuring every moment we have together. Of course, we have gone through countless examinations and assignments that our time never seem to be enough. But somehow, out of this tightly-packed schedule of AUSMAT programme, we still find time to discover various interesting activities, videos, games, songs, sports and so much more to make our lives a fun and colourful one.

As we are growing older and facing more farewell every time, the sorrow stays. So does the memories and friendship. I do not have the chance to bid good bye to each and everyone of my course mate, so here I wish all of you the best in your future undertakings.

"Kalaulah berumur panjang, bolehlah kita berjumpa lagi"
Take care.


Memoirs:
- Zuma Revenge
-Angry Birds
-Fruit Slice
- Pokemon
- Plant vs. Zombie
( and so much more... )

Memoirs II :
- MMS
- INPRO
- AUNZ week
- Grand Dinner
- Magazine (anticipating)
- failed Water Rocket
- SACE !!

Memoirs III:
- all makan-makan with Benmore and Orara
- Inception
- Source Code
- Socerer's Apprentice
- Abduction
- every Red Box trip
- every SS15 trip
- How I Met Your Mother
- Glee
- Big Bang Theory
- every birthday celebration
(and so much more...)




明天以后 戴佩妮

喜欢MV的最后一部分

14 November 2011

匿名的好友 杨丞琳


据说 现在很流行初恋的故事
那听一首初恋的歌

爱情 从来就是千回百转的事情
失去的 是不是就是最好的
从来就是不得而知的问题



大马创作,曲:陈颖见
感动歌词,词:李卓雄


杜松混合茉莉的风 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市迷宫 提起你名字
心还跳动 却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂 走进各自天空
该怎麼说让彼此选择 但思念还转动

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执著依然执著
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔

当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是甚麼 让彼此选择 又不仅是尊重

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执著依然执著
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执著 依然执著
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久 


“世界的风 仿佛 都静止了
这座城市的比例不断歪斜着
但失序如同宇宙不断旋转着
宇宙说 那跟着我一起跳舞吧
宇宙说 你要一直跳 一直跳哦
一直跳到宇宙也哭泣
然后 再跟他说句话
就算我爱你没那么对齐”

[ 浅谈我欣赏的艺人 III ]睿智娴淑的主持


陶晶莹
从一个默默无闻的小歌手
后来唱红姐姐妹妹站起来
到今天的金钟主持







她是一个很有智慧的女人
她时刻update 自己的音乐知识
她在主持星光大道时总是舒缓选手紧张的氛围
她会关心选手
她可以理智地与媒体不实的提问周旋
她是个亲切、敢爱敢言的主持人

p/s 没有看过陶子姐姐写的书,有空找找,网上评价不错

[ 浅谈我欣赏的艺人 II ]永铭于心的偶像


李宇春


一直以为她就是一个明星而已
一直以为她就是炒作的效应而已
后来这些假设全都被推翻




魅力四射的舞蹈
热心公益活动而成为无形榜样
令人折服的气度和教养
她说,我很平凡,我只是坚持我自己的梦想
她说,她不喜欢摄影、回答记者问题、化妆,可是还是很敬业
她什么都没有说,在2010年Why Me? 唱了一首流言,把什么都说了


她说




[ 浅谈我欣赏的艺人 I ]一见钟情的声音

林俊杰



他的一千年以后chorus第一句
让我喜欢他的音乐和歌声
那种细腻那种感情
他2009年金曲奖“送给提名最佳专辑的五位公主”的歌曲
让所有人意识到
音乐无界限
说的就是他


他说音乐是他脱离自卑的方式
他说陈奕迅曾经说他“什么都要”,太贪心
他说他出道时觉得周杰伦是他的目标


我想说
做你自己,就好
相信你自己,就好
我们期待更多的好歌,更好的你


13 November 2011

If any "if"s ever happened to you, this will be my tribute.

一人一半, One for All

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you


I will be forever thankful, baby




You are the one who held me up and never let me fall
You are the one who saw me through


You were my strength when I was
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best that was in me


Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed-


I am everything I am,
because you loved me. 

—— This picture made me think of "Because you loved me" by Celine Dion

I only blog when I am free

only then I have the mood to sit down and write something.
What to do?

My blog is not my report of busy schedule.

11 November 2011

11.11 11.11.11 The End of SACE

=This post is posted for the sake of the time and date=



When it comes to time to describe my feeling towards the end of my programme and examinations, I am lack of emotions and words. What I meant was, it was a peaceful moment without any uneasy feelings. We have made through one and a half year of studies, tests and events. I know there are still various means to stay connected, and I know we will still see each other. Till then, best of luck.

=I am still lacking of appropriate emotions and words=


We have went through the climax and the ending, 
it's time for the epilogue. 

07 November 2011

拥有 林宥嘉




一个暗恋的故事


林宥嘉
是那个说故事的人
漫不经心
却让人醍醐灌顶

令人心酸的曾经


曾经都被我封锁在记忆里
那么那些曾经拥有的
算不算拥有?


他们一直与我的记忆并存
不是吗?


如果我说不够
都不够
我终究也是这样贪婪

众里寻它千里度

然回首
那人却在灯火阑珊处



得来全不费功夫
重逢之前
缘分未达
踏破铁鞋
也无觅处

相拥
彼时天涯
如今咫尺

唯汝回眸一笑
灿烂了遍地芳华
唯汝轻声细语
绚烂了春秋冬夏

失而复得
难掩忐忑
倍加心疼
倍加护呵



05 November 2011

那些年 2006-2009


我一直以为什么都变了,
感觉都回不去了,
回忆也只能是曾经了。

却突然发现,
有些事,还是那么轻易触动我的心弦,
有些人,淡似水的交情,
无关情爱,却可以很深刻,很在乎。


Watching the World Gathering and United as One.

Beijing Olympic and Paralympic Games 2008
"One World, One Dream"
同一个世界,同一个梦想

http://www.beijing2008.cn/


**********


London Olympic and Paralympic Games 2012
"Citius, Altius, Fortius"
-Faster, Higher, Stronger-


http://www.london2012.com/



I am looking forward to it.

"I See The Light". Rapunzel.



My mum and I love this show =)
It has been in my draft for quite long, but the song is still so nice no matter how many times you listen!

"Raaaapunzellll~"


I See the Light
Mandy Moore, Zachary Levi

Music: Alan Menken
Lyrics: Glenn Slater

Rapunzel:
All those days watching from the windows
All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I am meant to be

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once everything looks different
Now that I see you

(musical interlude)

Eugene(Flynn):
All those days chasing down a daydream
All those years living in a blur
All that time never truly seeing
Things, the way they were
Now she's here shining in the starlight
Now she's here, suddenly I know
If she's here it's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go

Rapunzel & Eugene (Flynn):
And at last I see the light

Eugene (Flynn):
And it's like the fog has lifted

Rapunzel & Eugene (Flynn):
And at last I see the light

Rapunzel:
And it's like the sky is new

Rapunzel & Eugene(Flynn):
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once, everything is different
Now that I see you 
Now that I see you




Yes, All of Us Have Files, Songs and Movies Downloaded

.... so we violate the copyright law.
According to the advertisement prior every movie we watch in cinema, we are BURNING the industry. 
Some other people refer this as action of stealing. 


Well, law expert disagrees. 
http://torrentfreak.com/piracy-is-not-theft-111104/



According to Stefan Larsson, lawyer and socio-legal researcher at Lund University in Sweden, "theft" is a metaphor that create the gap between social perspective and the law.

Does this mean we could continue to do this? The ease of access to information has render us ungrateful towards the resources we obtain.

Would legislative actions increase the awareness over this issue?

“There are naturally many examples of when tougher laws change behavior, and there are also even examples of when tougher laws have made a substantial contribution in changing social norms. However, there are a few possible drawbacks when law turns repressive,” said Larsson, “(the laws) would need to make everyone think differently about reality.”



We still have a long way to go, to enjoy both the convenience of digital era and appreciate others' work  at the same time. 

03 November 2011

"Arms" Christina Perri

Marvellous voice!

"I am Gonna Love You Through It" -Martina McBride

May health and love be with you
- A tribute to those fighting with cancer, from the bottom of my heart I pray.



She dropped the phone and burst into tears
The doctor just conformed her fears
Her husband held her in and held her tight
Cancer don’t discriminate
Or care if you’re just 38
With three kids who need her in their lives
He said, “I know that you’re afraid and i am, too"
But you’ll never be alone, I promise you”

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
And when you need to cry, i swear that i’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.

She made it through the surgery fine
They said they cut her just in time
but they had to take more than they planned
Now it’s forced smiles and baggy shirts
to hide what cancer took from her
but she just wants to feel like a woman again
She said, “ I don’t think I can do this any more”
He took her in his arms and said “that’s what my love is for”

When you’re weak, i’ll be strong
When you let go, i’ll hold on
And when you need to cry, I swear that i’ll be there to dry your eyes
when you feel lost and scared to death,
like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.


and when the road gets too long
I will be the rock you lean on
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.
I’m gonna love you through it.



In this Modern Era, ....

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《诗经·蒹霞》

29 October 2011

I Have to Say That

for all the trouble Printers have been giving me...
I have to absolutely agree with this!

Adapted from 
http://theoatmeal.com/comics/printers 
[Matthew Inman, 2011]














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