26 February 2011

Launching

Ladies and gentlemen,
NEW IDEAS. NEW CONTENT.
introducing
the brand new label/series
HYPOTHESIS.IF
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少老中青读者们:
一个站在他人立场看故事的第三者角色
“假如。。。”系列
全新登场!

假如。。。我失去了言语的能力 If... I lost the ability to speak

总觉得,言语是我的代表作,包含了思想的内容,表达我情绪的激动。台上表现的短短几分钟,我懂,台下十年功。心血灌溉的成功,过程的艰难苦痛,是学习的泉源,进步的指标,领悟的过程。是的,那是多么值得珍惜的感动!

不情愿想象,脱口而出的也只能是沉默:沟通似乎剩下了最真挚的肢体语言和眼神。心理学家说,这下都是能够判断人类有没有说谎的因素。但对于我,也许词不达意,也许再也没有什么“惊人”的讽刺,也许没有什么“苦涩”的幽默,也许静默的不再像我。

如果有一天,说不了话了,曾戏谑说自己是活不了的。眼观耳听,无处宣泄。所以一向多话的我,对残疾人士肃然起敬,生活的磨躏,造就了他们一群聆听者。思想的锐利,不凭言语,或许凭着文字,表达。

愿我早日康复。

23 February 2011

宣如:朋友,原谅我渐渐少去的问候。

朋友,原谅我渐渐少去的问候。
 有一种感情
不再浓烈,却一直存在。  
我们不能时时在身边
好像电话短信也没有了
我们不能第一时间
分享彼此的快乐与不快乐
好像变的冷漠
沉默了
我们不能再一起去吃饭一起说说笑笑
好像走出彼此的世界了
我们不能一起考试
一起努力一起奋斗
好像现在已经完全脱离过去了
我们不再有小矛盾也不再笑的那么肆无忌惮
好像身边少了一些什么但也不那么重要了
我们不能一起犯错一起哭
好像那只属于过去的不成熟
好像青葱岁月只留下斑驳的记忆
我们都有了新的生活
新的环境
新的朋友 
我们都在面对新的事新的人陪在我们身边分享着我们的喜怒哀乐
有时候也会想起
想起曾经的我们
有时候一个小物品
就会勾起一大串一大串的回忆成长 
关于你关于我们
甚至连那一句话都记得清楚
当时的笑当时的闹
时间改变了什么
其实什么都没有
时间让我们从过去到现在
冲淡的是回忆带不走的也是回忆
亲爱的你们
感激遇到你
陪我走过那一段长长的路
那时的我幼稚不成熟
那时的我遇到一个又一个坎
是你们陪我
没有丢下我
如今
大家都在不同的地方不同的环境
渐渐地
渐渐地
不再联系
但status的每一次更新,相册的每一次更改
都牵动着彼此的心
因为这样我就知道
远方的你们好或不好快乐或不快乐
原谅
不能时刻陪伴
原谅
那份感情不再浓烈
原谅
或许偶尔想起会
感觉
孤单
如果有一天
我们再遇见
那当初的一切不会变
谨以此文献给不在身边的你们
复刻
青春的回忆
陪我牵手走过的路不会忘记!
有一种感情,不再浓烈,却一直存在!*quoted from shien joo's facebook
如果有人问我
什么叫感动
我会说
是那不经意间温柔的问候





18 February 2011

Lack of Curiousity

"Curiousity kills the cat"
This is one of the earliest english proverbs I learnt, and as I am growing up, after facing a lot of different circumtances and experienced awkward situations that are hard to deal with, I must admit I agree thoroughly with it.

Misunderstanding comes from asumming, and asumming comes from curiousity. Curiousity done the trick to your instinct that your mind started to link up various "threads" of informations you have got and form a story based on your experience, most of the time the most pesismistic case in the drama you had watched before.
Outsiders are even more curious than insiders, because we want to know. If ability of learning is a gift of human being, the desire to learn about everything happening around can be disasterous. The pile of mud gets dirtier as more people step in. That's why when I had the idea to write about pandora's box, I want to clarify with this blog post, that, it is never wrong to persue truth but there are always a lot of undefined, grey part in life. This applies especially in a relationship, because human are highly complex, and emotions can't be easily studied by hormone change. HOWEVER, note the big caps here, even when you want to know, someone should stay clear that whether he or she is in the position of knowing that much or not. Are you the parents of the celebrity that you should know his or her marital status? That is a question, but ask similar questions to yourself. When you realise it is not that you do not worth knowing, it is just that not knowing something doesn't harm your responsibilities and position, then come on, you can always wait for the truth, rather than getting a first hand news.
I am ready to listen always, but if someone doesn't want to tell, I wouldn't force, I wouldn't ask, I believe that it's your own problem and you can figure out the best solution.
and this, is my respect to you, my dear friend.

Pandora's Box

闯入禁区心跳绷紧
扑通扑通
佯装冷静控制颜面神经
黑色的霾烟昏暗的世界
眩目七彩亮得躲不开
距离心悸之声一瞬间
Nothing's left to cure my heart
exposed to highly radioactive fact
tumour remains leaving me imperfect
no one sees the way it was
before~
too curious to reveal the secret
of pandora's box
看过悲哀的人生无奈
一步之差坠入无底大海
就算结局有太多感慨
年轻人抑制不了好奇的心态
放不开对真相的偏爱

17 February 2011

easy come easy go?

1.
You said it's just that I never loved you more than you did to me,
I let it go easily.

It was never easy, to explain how I appreciate you, until now.

2.
He pocketed the money he saw at the roadside, and used it to treat his friends.

Buying friendships, but with easy money,.... is him still worth befriending?

3.
She listened and offered general advices, but never involved.
It's just as simple as she doesn't want to get hurt, too.

When it comes to people around her, it's complicated who to trust, and who to side.

4.
I look into the colour and say it's grey.
She looked at it and said it's silver.
He thinks that it's a combination of black and white.

There's no certain answer in life, always.

15 February 2011

Happy Valentine's 2011

The habit began on 2008 - to post something during valentine's
It's a day with the symbol love, be it friendship, family or lover.

To those whom I love,

I say thank you,
for brightening up my days,
for bringing me good lucks,
for teaching me lessons of life,
for being there just in time.

I wish you,
to treasure your love ones,
to learn and use the power of love,
to unleash your potential upon works,
to not forget that the glass is always half full.

A chinese poem of unrecruited love, for those who understands, during valentine's.
Hereby I wish those who are in love will not fallen out of love forever.

下下签:唯有来生再见

垂帘

不敢轻扰若隐若现的美

转圈

尘埃落定鸳鸯大红绣花鞋

你渐行渐远

连最后一瞥也不待见




若干年间

辗转寒窗摘金榜状元

忙不迭

衣锦还乡唯独心愿难圆

少妇腼腆

身怀六甲留我水中捞明月




大志豪千

无奈情字没有解

红潮满面

愁肠入酒怨姻缘

情思三千

染白苦烦无红颜

滴血盟言

来世比翼双双飞

08 February 2011

道貌岸然

用黑白的脸孔
诠释人生的彩色
生活无需太完美
日复一日
跟着时针旋转
领悟介怀和释然
竟然有毫秒之隔
三五不时
他也哼着你爱唱的情歌